[He's quiet for a moment, thinking about that.] He didn't really get the chance to feel that way. [Because Hank couldn't keep him safe.]

And that's why I think you should consider that maybe it wouldn't be giving up. Maybe it's just saying, "Fuck you, you can't have what you want. You take away mine and I'm not bringing yours to you."

But whatever you do, don't do whatever you're thinking of doing alone. There's a reason cops go in with back-up and it's not just for the conversation.